Saturday, December 11, 2004
Bu - bye!
Thursday, December 09, 2004
Zouk!
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
Acerbate
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Merry-go round
Whatz fun?
I made a promise to update ma blog as often as is not possible and I am trying not to break that....see! I got ma integrity to protect. I really have a thousand and one reasons not to blog, but, I'll save it.
Itz been pretty tough and by that I mean.....TOUGH. I thank God for strength otherwise I would have broken down by now. I would rather not talk about this yet until I am through with it.......but God is still faithfull.
Exams coming up, and a couple of other occasions has given me a cause to panic.....not really panic, but, a bit tremidated. (isn't it the same thing?)
The weekend was great at some instances. Friday evening saw us buzzying around, trying to give Gezahla some 'ass-wrecking' surprise. It was her BDAY! Drove off to 1 utama to get some stuffz. Mohd on the wheels added to the excitement. He is a 'wonderful' driver! I couldn't recall the number of times ma heart jumped into ma mouth as he 'danced' with the car in the midst of impatient motorists. Made turns for what seemed like 'eternity-remixed' and finally, we found our way back to Puncak. That was not it. The night was still young to to Gombak we were headed. We had to see some 'homies' strickly on business terms and god-knows we took like 4-5 hours driving round and round the highways trying to find our bearing. Stopped to refuel at about three gas stations. Turned out to be more fun than it appeared. We were not home until 3am.
We had a nice time out together with our circle of friends...'niggas and niggas-wannabees'. Eyes couldn't keep from turning in our direction wondering what these breed of humans were up to. It was great to see such a mix of breeds and culture get along well, understand themselves despite the language differences and laugh so loud you'd freak. Gezahla has a great family though!
Stayed home the whole of saturday doing stuff. Went out on Sunday and did silly things such as playing football at 12:30am and going off for supper at about 3:00am. The long and short of it is that......I think we had fun!
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Clones
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Selamat Datang!
Thursday, November 11, 2004
Holi....Shit!
I am in!
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Mine
Saturday, November 06, 2004
Crap!
Things that I have done recently:
- flouted my PCBD mid-term. Any thing more than a 'D' will be a miracle.
- got sore-throat and cold after drinking Janis' Ribena. I am so sick!....not.
- Semi-conductor's mid-term wasn't too bad but I was so so that I couldn't concentrate. I hope the lecturer gets so so so he doesn't concentrate while marking but give me underserved marks....hah!
- think someone's stalking me.....for whatever reasons.
- feeling so disorganised since I moved out of ma place.
- slept so bad that I didn't study much for ma telekom mid-term. I feel I did so badly.....not.
- hugged someone so fiercely for not calling in a long while.
- gettng outta here cos it seems I really lost contacts with ma brain and got nothing 'portant to blog.
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Puasa
I just felt like it today so I joined my friends to 'puasa'. When I was having my-time in the morning, I just had this urge to stay off calories. I wasn't really sure I could make it cos, the only meal I had the whole of yesterday was two pieces of chicken and some fries. I slept with that and I was already hungry by 9am!
Somehow, I made it through!..and I havn't had anything except for some juice Janis bought for me till now. And my stomachz screaming......HUNGER!!! That brings me back to her. Guys tell me stories but shez really fun to hang around with. Talked about shit and stuff and went up to play with small balls.....by that I mean ping-pong. I can tell she had fun watching but,....too bad, Dadz come a-calling and BITCH has to home. Yeah, she said my name is U Bitch...thatz exactly what it means,......now, say ma name....*U Bitch*..aight you just said that. Keep the name aight! and I am outta here.
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
Packing....
- Friday
It was a boring day except that I wound it off eating my bowels out at some BBQ thingy. I was so full and had a nice time meeting up with new 'kpods'.
- Saurday
My lecturer made me sick and I my grades are not paying off so I took a free time from a postponed date to 'jack' in the Library. I stayed up till evening when the library was about closing up.....See, I want to study but the are closing up the damn cold-room. Asha called me up and said to bring me some umbrella she'd bought for me in singapore. Now thta is what I call sweetness. Not only the fact that the shade is gonna keep me dry made me excited,....it is designers!...Yeah!...some Fils thingy....but I really appreciate it. It was like someone buying me a house and driving it to my place.....tsk. The next event was Sleep. Thatz all I could recall.
- Sunday
Itz a holy day! I was all suited up waiting for this sonofabitch(thatz his name right!) to pick me up. He was a bit late but I made it there. I never reall enjoyed a sermon since I came to Malaysia..this one was not only enriching but fun. 'Lepaked' with some humans after church and came home to realise that I had to move out not later than the next day. Thatz not funny is it?....aight, the funny part is that I dunno know where to move into (or is it to?).
Made a few frantic calls that did nothing better than swoop my credit and gave-up when it wasn't paying off. I realised that the best I could do in this situation was to sleep. I didn't hesistate you'd bet.
- Monday
This is crazy! Itz the first day of the month. Not very much of a good start, but the fcuken holiday gave me time to sleep, make sos calls, sleep again, pack-up my stuffz, walk round the apartment, pick up coins, gym.....damn! I did lotz of activities in the space of how long..arh!
My last call to Asha was what I should have done since-ly. Mohd said I can put up in his place for a while so Asha came round with her Van and not only whisked ma stuff to Puncat Damansara, bought me a good dinner at McDonalds.
Set up ma new room, did stuffz and slept at about 3:00am.....but God has been so good to me. Tommorowz another great day!
Thursday, October 28, 2004
Blues
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
Whatz in a life?
261004
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Timely
Welding!
Monday, October 25, 2004
Stupid
Saturday, October 23, 2004
Whatz fun?
Friday, October 22, 2004
201004 Diary
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
A Sweet Ass Story
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- Payday
- Baby, I've Got A Question For You
I know I haven't known you very long and I shouldn't be asking you for this so soon, but I really need it badly. I haven't had it for a while and I can already feel it going in good and hard and coming out nice and soft. If you would do this for me no one would ever know. I am sure you can satisfy my needs and I'd be very grateful if you would. I am very desperate and I need your help. You must think by now that I have a lot of nerve but I can feel my tongue wrapping around it and sucking out all the juices until it's very dry. I am not going to beat around the bush any longer so...
Do you have a piece of gum?
Aberrations...
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
Enjoy!....night!...WHAT!#$%^
I am fated to be with this pretty shorty I meet over the weekend at a B-day Party in the escalator alongside other humans and this conversation ensues:
- Ub: Hey!......How are you?
- Shorty: *blurr!*....em....fine.....you?
- Ub: I am great!( I lied!)
- Shorty: How was the night?......did you enjoy it?
- Ub: .......*what!*....errmmm....Yep. You'd betI did!...It was pretty great!
- Shorty: ...I am getting off this floor.
- Ub: Aight. Have fun! Be seeing you around.
- Shorty: You too!
Sounds pretty much likeany normal conversation doesn't it? But,...ermmm I got this scary looks from the other occupants of the escalator. They must have probably wondered...~This player!.....They really must have had a great night!#$%~
She might have had no idea what people thought she meant, but,
Isn't it funny how virgin-innocent conversation sounds kindda "dirty"? Now, I got to explain to this faggards that 'there was no night to enjoy!"
Blessings in disguise
- My merit scholarship application wasn't granted. That has more to do with prejudice than silly policies.
- I carelessly missed 4marks out of 15 in my semi-conductor test one( I am so grossed...I shouldhave scored the 15!)
- My international speed-post mail hasn't still arrived after about 11days now.
- I got wind that I might lose a lot of marks in my Electric circuits test as well...plus, The silly class today was so fcuken boring.
- I did not make an earlie move so I couldn't get enough time to help some pretty lass that needed it.
The good thing that happened today, is that I will live to tell my story! This things won't break me, It will MAKE me instead!
When things like this happen, it is just an alerter that goodies are enroute my trail
I long to blog more on a couple of interesting and intellectual stuffz but don't you think I should get-off and cry!
Monday, October 18, 2004
Weekend blues
Sunday, October 17, 2004
..Cost of living
Have you ever considered the actual cost of living? I mean the priceless cost of living? I have been blessed and I am ever so grateful for this. I try as muchas possible not to take any single day for granted.
Saturday, October 16, 2004
Gat 'em in control!
I sinned.....
Thursday, October 14, 2004
Utipe nkpo!
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Models....!
Monday, October 11, 2004
am so Buff....
I was born into this going family and thangs went on merrilly until later in life. I had to face the fact that, to be someone in life, I gotta be hardworking. I am glad that it did not take me so long to realise this because this has been a life-line that has kept me going even in this blooms day!
Did I say I was born in the projects? Yeah My Father is a hardworking man whose hardwork has paid-off and has enabled him to take care of his rather large family( Me biological and foster siblings). In my part of the world, you have to take care of your extended family too in need be. It is considered honourable if you did!
So being brought up by a stern and loving Dad, I had no option but to be good, hardworking and enterprising. Every holiday saw me working in one of Daddy's wholesale and retail outlets; I had to move heavy stuffs, account for multiple-hundreds bucks worth of goods, manage staff and stuff. Dad really exposed my young brain to a lot of big stuffz. This really helped in shaping me.
So, itz a function of HARDWORK! yeah! my 'Buffness'. I used to move lots of heavy stuffs around that mum feared I would have Spinal cord problems. I proved her wrong by doing 'push-ups' ev'ry morning. I faithfully did about 20 tough ones every other dawn. It did not dawn on me that I was 'Buff' until recently! So.... I am not that fragile being that was brought up with all the pampers and stuff. I mean I was pampered though. Yet, I was taught to work hard my body adjusted acordingly. I have been through a lot in life, somehow, I wish I was a bit on the fat side but no! my fat burns faster than I can save it, so, ..."let it burn!".
Isn't it strange that the kind of physique that my mum would term to be ill-fed and cranky is what people wish they had here? I am always faced with the question " arhyoh!...where did you get all those goddamn muscles from wan?" I have known better than to argue that I seldom use the gym. If you guys still doubt, go work out for three months and show me how much flesh you've garnered. What muscles? every bodyz got some! how would you carry those heavy bones around if muscles were not there to support 'em?
I shudder to take off my shirt no matter how hot and drenched I may be, cause..if I did, it would trigger off curiosities and unwanted attention. Oftentimes I want to just sit back and take in the admirations...bask inthe glory...you know what am sayin'? Tak! this is not the kind I am needing man! One of ma friends once joked that I might be masturbating too much! justifying the 'extra' muscles. Arhghhh!...perhaps you are true...not! man. I am seriously thinking about taking this gym thing serious. I want to see what I would look like if I were pumping it out faithfully. I had a whole thesis of stuff to talk about on this but it seems they have all evaporated. I'd better do sumthing more 'portant, We'll get back to this.